the last photo at the window display.

monday blues.

everything seems to be tearing apart.

it seems to have a hole or missing piece.

the feeling can't be described.

shall not elaborate anymore.

goodnight.

behind my smile; what do you really see?

i bid topshop goodbye topshop this afternoon at 4.

i can't stand wisma system.

imagine you are a newbie.

you reported to work whereby the stupid in-charge just make you walk up and down like a dumbass.

asking you to find the storeroom and manager yourself whereby it's your first day and you know nuts about the shop.

and go dig out your own punch card.

i punched it at 207pm whereby i reached at 150pm.

f-ck that.

no introduction at all and you know nobody from there.

NOBODY!!

and NOBODY take the initiative to tell you the shop thing or say a simple hi to you.

after briefing i straight away tell the manager i want to tender.

at 4 plus i was asked to go break but amelin talked to me and i say i want to tender.

after talking to her for 20mins.

she accept my request and do paper work.

my tap got loosen when i get to hear sham's voice.

sorry sham. i guess i had disappoint him.

and i can't endure for 7 more days to work with you.

the first day simply sucks a big time already.

paper work done and off i go.

i guess i have to learn how to be independent.

when i was over at suntec i was being treated like a small girl.

whenever i need help, they will be there for me.

whenever i made a mistake, they will be there to correct it.

as for today, i was all alone there and i felt so lost.

all i thought was to tender and end the miserable life over there.

sorry guys.

i can;t work with you guys anymore.

i guess i am blessed to have such a good outlet; topshop suntec.

the strong and bonded family.

it's time for me to learn to be independent.

time to grow up.

the process of growing up is painful but it's a must to go thru.

nights.

lets see.

i guess i got so much things to say.

good and bad.

lets say about the bad things first.
awwww!
i don't want to go wisma tmrw and i heard from travis there will be midnight sale?

i don't want to participate!!!!

NO!!!
darn. dread. whatever word can be use.

sham they all will start work only on 1st.

ROARS!

damn it.
enough of that.
it totally turn me off.

alright.

external as usual.
i love my new lecturer.

am so glad to have her instead of that old one.

i guess she is so much better.
went down to town after class.

roam around and went off to raffles place to meet up with TOPSHOP SUNTEC people.

the feeling of seeing one another was so great!

dinner was great.

company was the best of the best.

photos were so nice!

photos of the day..

the attendance for the day. =)

SHAM/HUIYING

X-GENERATION

THE THREE MUSKETEERS

the day was shining brightly with all your laughter and joy. the night was lovely with all your company.

took this while waiting for them to finish dicussion.

nice sky=)

the usual wednesday i hate the most.

9am to 7pm.

went down to marina square for break and i insisted to walk the longer route instead of the short one.

sorry guys.

just want to take a look at it for the very last time.

saw the shop but it was demolished already.

white walls are form to block already.

renovation had started.

it was so painful to see via the little door.

you only get to see all the walls being demolished and the shop is left with nothing.

emptiness of the shop.

where was the shop last i step in in the past.

darn.

nothing much.

i guess it's time for bed.

i am tired.

i hate to see people smiling in front of one another whereby they lie or backstab one another.

they are just a bunch of liars.

maybe they can sign up for acting class for more improve.

f-ck that.

seeing it everyday really turns me OFF.

GOODBYE and GOODNIGHT.

it's a TUESDAY. 23rd.

class was fine.

school as usual.

got home at 4 and sleep all the way till dinner time.

dinner at heartland mall.

dad bought mum and me slipper. =)

anyway, got a call from sham in the morning.

saying: "HuiYing. You will have to report to Wisma at 2pm this coming saturday."

expected that i will go there.

no use grumbling.

they went for handover today and sham was saying some walls are torn down already.

how fast can it be.

just within ONE day.

all the things are gone.

anyway, i didn't do any homework today!

how "cool" can it be.

i guess i am just giving myself excuses saying i don't have colour pastel so i am not doing.

i better get one box tmrw so that i can show mr erzan next week cos he love me dearly la.

he always check on me.

calling me every lesson.

everything hurts so much that i have to endure with it by putting on a smile everyday to make me look happy.

and. it's AISYA BIRTHDAY TODAY! =) happy birthday aisya.

TOPSHOP SUNTEC 0496

the chapter was close on 21st.

everybody were very emo.

words can't really express how i feel. i guess.

13 months walking in and out the shop is a daily routine.

seeing them 6 days a week is a must.

we're not friends but one big family.

though there are some newbies; we still blend well with them.

the feeling for sham, soonlee, alicia, aisya, ruz, fauzila and deedat was different from the others.

we had work together for at 13 months except for deedat 6 months.

but still, we know one another character, temper and attitude well.

cheering up one another.

talking crap on the sale floor.

bitching session.
giving all the stupid comments.
making a big fuss over how fussy our customers are.

asking one another lame question.

complaing about how lousy the songs are.

sabotage one another to check stock.

being called to cashier counter via the mike.

singing and doing stupid actions on the sale floor and many more!

i am missing the place and activities already.

was so stoned and tired today.

my eyes were small that i can compare it with those korean stars.

but still, the sour feeling is there.

felt so weird when i reached home at 730pm on a monday.
normally, i will be at the shop floor.

few of us were having the sentimenal feeling.

darn.we might not be able to see one another everyday;

but we will still remember one another whereby the memories will always be there.

i will miss SHAM scolding me whenever i stand at one corner trying to hide.

i will miss SOONLEE screaming at us asking us to do housekeeping.

i will miss ALICIA calling me fat fat everyday.

i will miss AISYA saying " i slap you then you know!"

i will miss doing stupid handsign with RUZ.

i will miss DEEDAT doing the walking down the steps action and his unique signature.

CHAPTER CLOSED.

school definitely sucks a big time.

lots of stuffs not done. i guess i gonna get some scolding
tmrw.

nights.

it's the 21st.
in a few hours time i need to get up to go work again.
last day at sun tec.
something that i did for them.
alicia's one is not up there cos she will always be different from others.
just a small card.
hope everything will be fine later.
i guess i will be super emo.
who knows.

if tomorrow never comes..

RANDOM PHOTOS dinner at bugis. 17.01.2006
i wouldn't get to see this anymore. the final one.

something to play while waiting for lecturer to release us.

something to do while waiting for mother chyn teng lesson to start. it's my favourite game.

used some crappy photos to keep my blog alive.

seriously i don't know what or how am i feeling now.

hell lots of stuffs are popping in my mind right now.

what's wrong and what's right; i am not clear at all.

those feelings should be kept within myself.

i guess i think too much about it.

it's just an illusion.

it's not what i have expected.

giving something out doesn't mean that you will get it back in a full portion.

it's painful to see the truth and hear the fact.

i have to learn how to be independent.

i don't want to depend on anyone anymore.

it's time for me to pick up myself.

i will carry on.

more to come and more to go.

good memories usually ends with a sad ending.

anyway, two more days to go.

i guess i am kind of emo now.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO sJia DEARIE!

three awesome that brighten and colour yesterday night.

did little research today.

so, LEE HUI YING you better wake up!

yeah.

went down to hta for cow's pop.

cool. its nice.

took quite a number of photos.

shall upload it soon.

after that was dinner at chao chu kang lot 1; siam kitchen.

his treat=)

after that home sweet home.

am tired!

10 more days to 21st JAN.

time is running out. shall cherish all thing i had.

tell me the real meaning.

10.01.2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DELI, YONGLIN and KENNY.

its the 10th!

dragged myself out of the cosy bed early in the morning for class.

as usual. internal class.

erzan's "singing session". saying that i talk too much. haa.

anyway, how good can it be whereby its your birthday and you spend 3/4 of the day in school with school work.

darn.

the day was normal, not like secondary school days.

whereby i will have cake cutting session with deli and yonglin.

i miss it! =))

after class rushed down to town for dinner.

thanks for all the surprise!

alicia, butt and ty!

love it man. =))

the dinner was damn full.

i swear.

i ate ice cream in the afternoon and i ate it again at seoul garden.

came home at 11plus.

unwrapping of presents.

i love all the present.

thanks all who had put in effort to give me present, surprise and messages.

THANKS!

i enjoyed today. =))

memories are flim that are palying without sound.

memories are forever.

keep it in your heart. =)

HAPPY FEET with cow's BIG slipper =D

three days two nights was over.

seriously speaking the second night was the best.

bbq, cutting of cake, chats, gambling, being sabotage by them[jocelyn,wilson and qingdian ONLY. its more than enough already].

the lame chatting and my mum say derek talk like mcdonald uncle. haa=)

really appreciate that friends and family came. =))

thanks for all the surprise, presents and wishes!

more photos to be uploaded soon! =D

happy memories is over.

NOW, i dread of school.

thats it!

FULL STOP.

its not easy to be me. =)

JASON/HUIYING/AISYA

took lots of picture today.

decided to use this. =))

after eight days of working, finally i get my off tmrw.

its chalet tmrw.

don't expect much.

i doubt topshop and topman colleagues will come.

really disappointed as everbody is saying see first.

never mind. i guess is too rush.

anyway, what meant to be will always be there.

girlfriends care coming on sat night.

butt is not coming too as he is going on cruise.

darn.

teckyong coming on saturday i guess.

nothing more to expect.

jsut pray that everything will go on smoothly.

and enjoy the days before school starts on monday.

giving out 100% doesn't mean that you will get back 100%.

the feelings is not right.

KARTIKA/HUIYING

SHAM/HUIYING

its the 3th!

its the second year i don't need to wear school uniform.

time flies.

i kinda miss those day wearing uniform. =D

now i get to know blogger changed.

kinda slow eh.

haha.

work was fine.

cam whore while waiting for train and during the 3 stops.

all thanks to me! =)

i love my new phone.

though i love V3i, the messaging part sucks a big time =P

W850i is not a bad one.

anyway, i got such a bad response man.

i guess the outcome is not going to be good.

dread. =(

working in the morning shift.

after that will be the meet up.

darn.

school is starting soon.

i hate school even though i love the ass-es company.

fairytales are so unreal and dreams that you dreamt of will never become reality.

what you see and what you hear is always different.

i lost all my faith and trust. tell me where should i head and who should i trust.

it's all gone.

alright.

its 2007.

the feeling seems to be so emo right now.

i guess its due to the loneliness in the night.

hmmm. actually i don't miss 2006 so much.

i miss 2005 more!

the days OLEY passed out together.

the days i had in school.

i miss NCO CAMP 2005.

the best camp for me.

sleeping in class.

slacking at compass point.

chilling out with girlfriends after school.

npcc training on every friday.

mr ong's nagging.

the walking path towards bus 136.

many more to be listed here.

as for 2006.

i spent 3/4 of my years working.

got to know more friends.

alicia, ruz, sham, aisya, iskandar, glenn, weihao, maris, mel, jasmine, susan, soonlee, dyna and more.

school starts on 24 july.

i got to know two more ass-es.

aaron and terence.

thanks people!

anyway. its 1:17 am.

which means it the 2nd now.

19 more days to go.

it will be the close chapter of topshop sun tec.

gonna cherish the times left even though i still prefer the old team.

towards the end we think of the new begining.

cheers.